“There’s a shadow right behind me……just want to start this over.”…. a quote from one of my favorite bands. If only. Sometime I just want to “start this over.” Sadly, I took him there…to see this band live. It was the first concert we went to together the summer we first met. I was at my most beautiful self…and that was the lure. I didn’t know it then. I was so naive. Someone saw me….cared for me…made me their whole world. ME! How could this be? If only I knew then, how I was SO much more than I thought I was. If only I saw reality…who I was…who he REALLY was.